deja vu!!!

there come times in my life when im sitting jus minding my own business having this totally irrelevant conversation with some one who is even more irrelevant and suddenly outta the blue, totally unexpectedly i have a deja vu!!! moment( i know th !! dont need to be there but the word somehow seemed incomplete without em), im a little shaken, im a little stirred, and im a lot bit irritated.

did this really happen in the past? have i lived an exactly similar moment as this? or did i dream that this wud happen and now tht th incident occured did the dream suddenly come from the most outer reaches of my sub conscious to hit me smack on the forehead to say,"yup, i told u so"

the worst part is that the conversations and the actions and the reactions are so arbrtitary that they wouldn seem extra ordinary except for the annoying voice in my head screamin to me "deja vu!! deja vu!!"

but then i reason to myself, if someone as ordinary as myself who happens to live the same monotonous life that i live, lives the life i live then it is quite possible that conversations,actions and reactions are bound to repeat themselves.and so every day every moment may seem like a deja vu!! deja vu!! moment, but y then the voice in my head??

but i am an optimist, so for the time being il jus assume i can see the future in my dreams.
deja vu!! deja vu!!

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