mostly me

Before reading further i think u should get a little background bout this, it was my first exam in my new college, and stats at tht, which as we all know is another name for maths, i hate maths, everything bout it, ive been trying to get it for a long time, and i mean a really long time and i dunno y but i thot i was done with it after college ended, silly me, Anyway it was my first paper..... I don’t feel like studying anymore, it feels like ive filled th brain till its brim, and the funny thing is, ive only been readin the same line over and over again (i do tht a lot), i don’t know how that can be considered as overload but sure feels like it. Mean median mode, all swimming in the background of everything i do. Its INFURIATING!!!! EXASPERATING!!!! One things for certain thou, i have to do well tomorrow (8th oct). Dunno if i will or wont but i know i have to. First exam in this god awful place and let this be – as they say- A sign of things to come. Over the course of 13 teas, 17 cig...

it hasn stopped pouring, its been almost 12 hours now and the rain has not stopped, i mean sure it has, but only breifly enough to give u the hope that all the plans that u had can actually work out, and then it rains and washes those plans away, quite literally. i think i might have something to do with the rain, i think god is annoyed with me( im stilll arguing with myself on that topic thou, i mean whether he/she exists or not....) hte thing is i seemed to think that i was omnipotent enough to think that i had a shred of doubt of a hint of a glimmer of a hope of a chance of contorlling the weather. but i am anything but insane so obviously i must have had some reason to belive tht things that i did, and here are the reasons 1) everytime i feel happy the weather turns cloudy and everythign gets all dark and spooky looking, dont get me wrong i love that atmosphere, like the way the sky gets just when its about to rain, luv it, was it coincidence??? 2) everyday i was walking to class ...