mostly me

this is a email i received frm maithili in reply to my ealier blog post.. first off i hate everything about u, and just to make things clear we r not together, and ur friends can laugh at u about ur on off status as much as they want i dont care, but yes we are not seeing each other, things i hate about u: well like i said everything, but jus to be specific id like to give u details so hee goes everything. 1)money money money: u never have any money with u, i hate tht, were about to enter a restaurant and u have to run to the atm to withdraw money, cant u jus do that before u come to meet me, and what kind of 21 year old goes around a city like pune with 10 rs in his wallet??? even parking ur bike is expensive here, so get real and keep cash on u. its not like u dont have money, u just dont have money when u need it, always in the bank. this is related to money as well so il add it here but its kind of a different section, but whateva, mai: "jay y dont u call me?" jay: ...

Goa is a small state, a really small state, and as is the case with "its a small world afterall" u can imagine how small Goa really is. and since goa is as small as it is, everyone knows everyone. I finished school, there were my seniors and my juniors, then college and then friends and friends of friends, every1s related to everyone else. so basically what im tryin to say is everyone knows me and i know everyone. but herein lies the problem. i have a small brain, actually its average size, yeah u have a small brain too.. and theres only so much information it can hold, and you cant expect me to know every1s name, ofcourse u cant, and even if u did expect me to know it, i dont care, i cant, and i dont want to. who the hell cares bout some random person tht u meet once in three years, y wud i be expected to know his name.. uhhuh, but then when u do unexpectantly do meet him, what du say?? how du talk to some1 whos name uve forgotten, its even worse if he remembers ur name, n ...

this is my girlfriend, was my girlfriend, is/was.. hold on il call and find out, shit her phones busy, probably talking to her mom and discussing her future, we have/had been together for 5 years now, almost, imma get rid of the confusion and assume for the time being tht we are together. things i hate about her 1) shes way too freakin serious, bout everything, "omg jay thrs no milk in th house, what r we goin to do, shit this ruins everything, my futures doomed" (not a real conversation but u can imagine a real conversation,it goes on similar lines) 2) shes not fun when shes with me but when shes not with me all she seems to want to do is have fun, apparently thigns change when ur in a relationship, and ur not allowed to be the same person when ur in a relationship and when ur not. Y NOT??? :( 3) her mom :P need i say more, il leave it at this for now. 4) she unneccasarily cares for losers, its a (wats th word im lookin for?? like she repeats it...

all my bags are packed im ready to go, but th tickets r not available and i think ive already gotten th flu, i went online and searched for as much information on the swine flu as i could and it just seemed the more i found out bout it the more sick i got, i suddenly seem to have all the symptoms of the flu, i have joint pains i have body ache, im confused (but ive always been tht) and except for the diarroheoa, the vomiting, fever, cold, sore throat i seem to be perfectly fit...i still find it hard to climb up stairs but il blame the cigarettes for that, college had an unprecented break for 10 days, something that had never happened before apparently, and every1s mind was more diverted towards getting back home rather than tryin to be safe from the flu, dunno, ive been tryin to leave as well but so far i haven been able to, something always comes up, i think i finally will leave today and find bliss with a bottle of beer at the beach, only keeping my fingers crossed and hope tht th f...