rain rain go away!!
it hasn stopped pouring, its been almost 12 hours now and the rain has not stopped, i mean sure it has, but only breifly enough to give u the hope that all the plans that u had can actually work out, and then it rains and washes those plans away, quite literally.
i think i might have something to do with the rain, i think god is annoyed with me( im stilll arguing with myself on that topic thou, i mean whether he/she exists or not....) hte thing is i seemed to think that i was omnipotent enough to think that i had a shred of doubt of a hint of a glimmer of a hope of a chance of contorlling the weather.
but i am anything but insane so obviously i must have had some reason to belive tht things that i did, and here are the reasons
1) everytime i feel happy the weather turns cloudy and everythign gets all dark and spooky looking, dont get me wrong i love that atmosphere, like the way the sky gets just when its about to rain, luv it, was it coincidence???
2) everyday i was walking to class from the mess hall and the sun in all its brilliant splendour tried to burn me to the crisp, used to shy away on my requesting it, i mean literally hide behind the clouds, kinda sweet of him dontcha think?? another coincidence?? i mean everyday for a week, seems like a bit too much for a coincidence course, (unless im lying, which i assure u, i might be),
but then i went and ruined this whole thing i had going with god(still debating, but for arguments sake im callin him/her god), i got too arrogant, and we had and a half day for the first time since june and was kind of like a big deal, so many plans...
all washed away....quite literally.
i think i might have something to do with the rain, i think god is annoyed with me( im stilll arguing with myself on that topic thou, i mean whether he/she exists or not....) hte thing is i seemed to think that i was omnipotent enough to think that i had a shred of doubt of a hint of a glimmer of a hope of a chance of contorlling the weather.
but i am anything but insane so obviously i must have had some reason to belive tht things that i did, and here are the reasons
1) everytime i feel happy the weather turns cloudy and everythign gets all dark and spooky looking, dont get me wrong i love that atmosphere, like the way the sky gets just when its about to rain, luv it, was it coincidence???
2) everyday i was walking to class from the mess hall and the sun in all its brilliant splendour tried to burn me to the crisp, used to shy away on my requesting it, i mean literally hide behind the clouds, kinda sweet of him dontcha think?? another coincidence?? i mean everyday for a week, seems like a bit too much for a coincidence course, (unless im lying, which i assure u, i might be),
but then i went and ruined this whole thing i had going with god(still debating, but for arguments sake im callin him/her god), i got too arrogant, and we had and a half day for the first time since june and was kind of like a big deal, so many plans...
all washed away....quite literally.
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